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Reply to I got propositioned. in Current Events JoeUser Forums

OH my GOD! I just tried it. I had to see it for myself. PARENTS, if your children have access to the net, I BEG you to try it yourself. I am so sickened by the results of my own experiment. I can't even begin to tell you what a lesson this has been. Thank you DharmaGrl, for shedding light on this issue for me. I don't even have children yet and I am outraged for their future. I would have a difficult time even repeating what was said to me wh

packing my shit, hitting the road in Life Journals JoeUser Forums

jeff and i had it out over the phone last night. once again, my instinct proved correct. he lied to me about everything. i've been loving him for so long now, and these past few months, i feel like i've only stuck around because i really liked him as a friend. now i know that he has no regard for my feelings, and would prefer to spit out his lies than be real. and i c

Reply to What's Next? in Life Journals JoeUser Forums

Jeff didn't cheat on me Anne. If he did, I don't know about it. He has a sexual addiction and is a chronic liar. I'd be interested to see the article you are referring to... How many crap Jeff's are there? lol (No offense to perfectly nice men named Jeff...) Thanks for responding Anne Take care

What's Next? in Life Journals JoeUser Forums

This is my life right now: I've been staying with my mom because Jeff and I needed space between us to figure out our relationship. It's been quite a while now and not too much has changed with us. I love him, but it's so very possible that it really is over this time. I'm not sure if we can recover from the damage he has done with his dishonesty. Actually, I

Months later... in Life Journals JoeUser Forums

So much has changed, and so much has stayed the same. I'm sitting here reflecting on old blogs, where I was then, better yet-- WHO I was then, how far I've come, and how much I've grown. I left Jeff and our apartment at the beginning of last month, I believe. Time is blurry. We got to the point where we couldn't live together anymore. I spoke about killing my

Reply to Please help me with this question in Blogging JoeUser Forums

Behold the power of cheese.

Fair warning-- I'm a bitch. in Personal Relationships JoeUser Forums

My darling Jeff, I love you and I have PMS. I realize that anything I say can and will be used against me. :) Forgive me in advance. I do not “tell” you to get a better job. You bartend on Wednesday nights and you are a doorman on the weekend. I have only suggested that you find another bar to work at on the weekends because we both know you are selling yourself short. I thought that was considered encouragement. I thought we had similar feelings about this. I stand corr

Jeff in Personal Relationships JoeUser Forums

I love you. I don't know if I can do this anymore. I don't know how to fix us and I think you are too stubborn to give me the 100% I deserve. I am changing and growing and you refuse to. You told me yourself that you are afraid to change and that you like yourself just as you are. Well, I really like who I am too, but I am who I am today because of who I was yesterday and I refuse to be stagnant. Change is inevitable and I choose to embrace it. This could be the end of the road for us

Reply to Shhh i know, its only in my head in Blogging JoeUser Forums

she is trapped inside a month of grey and they take a little every day she is a victim of her own responses shackled to a heart that wants to settle and then runs away it's a sin to be fading endlessly yeah, but she's alright with me * And this time when kindness falls like rain It washes me away And Anna begins to change my mind And everytime she sneezes I believe it's love, and Oh lord, I'm not ready for this sort o

Reply to Demigod Developer Diary #2 on RPG Vault in Press Room JoeUser Forums

funny- I read this blog, and immediately went to see more of your work--- and found that you had broken your own first rule. "Don't put Gay Men in your title." Just thought I'd point that out.

Reply to What Does Your Screen Name Say About You? in Internet JoeUser Forums

Joon= June = the month I was born Bug = Gnat = Nat or Natalie = my name :) and my birthday = 6/25

Reply to The Jeff in Welcome JoeUser Forums

I love you Baby!

Reply to Theme Music: What would yours be? in Misc JoeUser Forums

She's a brick----house..... She's mighty mighty... Just letting it all hang out! :)

The Universe is testing me.... in Personal Relationships JoeUser Forums

********************************************************************************************************************** Disclaimer: Before you read this, please know that I smoke pot and I talk about my sex life with no inhibitions. I hope you are not offended, but if you are, I suggest you stop reading now. :)) ********************************************************************************************************************** Well, I have a few things I need to write about

Reply to It's unfair for ex-boyfriends to be so cute... in Personal Relationships JoeUser Forums

Deleted- Are you mocking me? Or being serious? We both use this computer and the internet for very important things that have nothing to do with pornography. Although I know that it is not in my power to manage or control his addiction in any way, I have installed software that monitors all internet activity and blocks pornographic websites. We have both agreed to get counseling as soon as we can afford it. The United Way has several links to therapists that

Reply to The Great Feces Machine in Philosophy JoeUser Forums

You are brilliant. I thoroughly enjoyed this blog.

Reply to It's unfair for ex-boyfriends to be so cute... in Personal Relationships JoeUser Forums

Deleted- I know it is not neccessary for me to defend myself, but seeing as you don't know all the facts in this matter, I thought I would try to clear it up. Jeff does indeed have a porn addiction. I don't have a problem with porn. I can deal with almost anything in moderation. However, he has had well over 10,000 files stored on our computer and is in constant denial of it. I'm certainly not perfect, but I know that I am one of the most understanding, accepting, and honest

It's unfair for ex-boyfriends to be so cute... in Personal Relationships JoeUser Forums

I'm gonna try not to bore you. I'll make this short and simple. I've been with Jeff for almost a year. We live together and we are very much in love. I can see myself married to him and tremendously fulfilled for the rest of my life. However, (if you have read my past blogs you might understand my troubles better) we are having some major problems right now. He is addicted to pornography- We can't afford therapy right now. We can hardly afford to eat... So we are waiting for our finan

Reply to For Christina in Home & Family JoeUser Forums

My brother is addicted to crack cocaine and is serving time in Arkansas for armed robbery. I am truly sorry that this devastating addiction took the life of your sister. Coming from the little sister of a serious addict, let me tell you what I have learned in the past 15 years. Maybe something I say will ease your mind or give you peace. No matter what demons were after your sister, no matter what she dealt with alone or hardships she placed on you and your family, pl

Reply to Impulse Listed as Best Game Platform for System Resource Usage in Press Room JoeUser Forums

Jeff and I have had some knock-down, drag-out fights... We've both kicked each other out. And we always end up back together. The fact that I love him is what makes me hesitate before actually leaving him. I want him to fight for me and fix what is wrong so we can stay together. Our fights have gotten to be more of a way for both of us to see how upset or passionate the other is about something that is bothering him/her. And when we cool off, we can sit down and have a calm talk about everything

WOW in Personal Relationships JoeUser Forums

Thank you so much for responding to my blogs. I am more appreciative than I could ever say. If you send me your addresses, I'll send you money! :) I needed that advice. I just dropped him off at work a few minutes ago, and I rushed back here for my alone time on the computer. I was so very pleased to see all of your heartfelt replies. I know I sound stupid- but I'm not going to leave just yet. I really have no place to go- and seeing as how I don't have a job, I think that

Can people change? in Personal Relationships JoeUser Forums

When he leaves the house, I practically trip over myself getting to this damn computer. I have to see what he's been up to while I was sleeping or in the shower or something. It hasn't been too long since I uncovered something juicy and hurtful and no doubt pornographic... but it has seemed to disappear lately. Somehow I doubt he's just gotten better at covering his tracks. I'm a great investigator- I can always find some little thing to be curious about. All I've found recently are just games

Reply to WHAT TO DO???? in Personal Relationships JoeUser Forums

I can't give you good advice. I'm a moron when it comes to love... But I can try. It sounds like you care about Lacy and Zay very much. Friends, I believe, should always come first. If I were you, I would wait to see what she does... Then wait a little while longer. Feel her out- see how she really feels about him. Be considerate of her feelings... And then do the hardest part-- Talk to Lacy. Tell her how you feel about her and let her know that you would never want to hurt her. But yo

Where, oh where has my sanity gone? in Personal Relationships JoeUser Forums

This is unbelievable. My life is so screwed up right now that I am spiraling into a deeper depression than I think I have ever known. Why is it that men are always the reason for this crap? Am I just blaming them instead of looking inside of myself? Or do I just pick the wrong guys? How do you know when too much is too much? I am in this dreadful relationship. I am in love. And I really feel like I am being taken advantage of. It's funny that I say that- because Jeff and I