Much Needing Mental Help

Much Needing Mental Help

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We're not together anymore! I'm very hurt deep, deep down inside because he was everything to me but I finally found the blue sky. I don't feel the rainy gloomy clouds over me anymore. I guess I've found bliss-I finally get to use the word. Henry was something but a something that acted or believed that it was nothing. That's all I have to say for now. PS:

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(sigh) Things have gotten really bad. So bad that the only thing I can do is smile about it. My boyfriend and I are having a littte "break" and school.....I dont even want to talk about that. I'm just most worry about Henry though, not muchly me. I just dont wanna lose him.

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I got some plans to get things my way-finally. For my depression, I decide to do some talking after all and I always got my music to help me through it all. I've decided to do some magik- not blackmagik though. I got my interim, and I got 2 a's and all c's-I'm freakin happy. See ya's later, <!-- Ju-Anch

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Hurricane Frances is here and only a few hundred miles from my home. This is my first hurricane-I'm kind of excited but I'm also sad. Henry's been called my again, so that's ok, but he called me this morning at like 11. I told him I was busy with the hurricane stuffz and all, so he told me to call him later on today cuz tomorrow he would be gone. So I finished up wh

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Yay! I'm finally a sophomore, but it sucks because I have none of my friends in any of my classes except a few. I'm meeting new people though-their cool. B lunch sucks this year-just lozer people in there. Henry called me like 2 weeks ago, I think, I haven't heard from him since. I've been very tired lately-all the time I feel like I'm going to just pass out. I'll

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And for those who don't know what a Incubus is, no it's not the band. It's a spirit that brings on nightmares. I don't really believe in a spirit like that but I though it was interesting. But anyways, the title. Lately I've been feeling as if everything is a dream, I mean, I know the difference between a dream and reality but it seems like all the stuff I'm goi

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I decided to be in a small and blue mood 2day. Hello people-z out there. I'm having major flashbacks of my hometown->Everett, Washington(which is a couple of miles away from Seattle). I miss the rainy, natural pine tree smells of Washington. But if I was to go back, I don't think it would be a very good idea to stay forever because the weather can make you v

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Hey people out there or in there. I have good news finally-with life and with Henry. 1) I'm not really depressed any more. I'm actually thinking about getting help too. 2) Henry moved-but not to Orlando, he's still in Davie. So yeah. I'm kind of alright with everything now. But now I have to tell all my friends that Henry didn't go to Orlando. But I'm rea

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Why do people have to f**k with me? Why do I have to feel pain and anger? Why can't I be loved like everyone else? Why does my life have to be so full of darkness and f**kin anger? Why the f**k don't I know the answers to the questions? F**k life-that's all I have to say to everything. There's only one reason why should stay alive and stay here to be everyon

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Brandy-If you ever read this, this entry is just for you. I'm so sorry that Josh did that to you. There was a reason why I didn't really like him. But don't let a asshole like him mess you up inside. I love ya very much, and I really hate to see you hurt like this. But don't worry at all, because when the next school year starts, *haha* his ass is seriously MINE!!! N

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To tell you the truth, I really(really) don't like summer at all. My summer is mostly being stuck in the house doing chores and not being able to hang out with friends. In addition to all that, it's hot and dry outside. I'm sorry to complain because I'm a winter person, but still, come on. One thing I don't get is people just going to the beach, laying in the

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I keep having cravings for Subway and my computer(not the one I'm using right now) is saying, when I start it up, that it has an "Unknown Hard Drive Error" and I don't know what the hell to do. I am so p**sed right now because the computer has a lots of information on it. Grrrr...And the summer has just started too, I'm already getting problems with crap. I sware, I t

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Hey! I got 1 and a half days of school left and I'm happy. I finally get to sleep in now. But for some reason, I can't wait for next year to come. I get to be a sophomore, no more freshmen crap for me now! Yay!!! I interested in meeting some new people, I mean people like me that is. Not normal, outcast, isolated, and some more things to that describe me. Basically

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The school year is almost finally over. Just 7 more days. I'm happy. Not that happy though. Final exams are coming also, that can wait. All my projects and other stuff for school is done. I just need to do my Physical Fittness essay so I can pass the class and get the credit over with. I like the P.E. crap and all but I really don't like going up and

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Hi there! I guess I have nothing to do again but I'm not complaining because I'm tired. I feel so tired, not really sleepy but tired. I have to remember to do my Personal Fitness essay so I can pass the class and not have to do it over again. I hope I don't have to do much tomorrow at school since we have a 4 day weekend after Thursday. Brandy got I. S. because

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Hi people or(whatever reads my blog entries), how ya doin'. I'm very bored, just doing some personality tests online. No one to talk to on AIM. ZzzzZZZzzzZZ! I really don't like being bored because that means I can't think of anything to do right now at the time. It sucks a**. I hate it. I'm bored-ed-ed-ed-ed-ed-ed-ed!!!!!! ZZZzzzZZZzzz! I thinks I'll go bye-bye for

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I'm ok now(sort of). I'm just better than when I was the past few days. I'm starting to be a little happier and my friends are really cheering me up now. I thank them all! I love them all! Things are getting just a bit ok. I really hope things turn out to be better and not worse. The only way I think it could get worse is if I wind up failing the 9th grade so

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Today was another one of those days where everything seems to go wrong until later in the day. I've been having a bad day since I got on the bus this morning to go to school. There are at least 5 seats were he can sit, but no, Ty-his dumb, loud self- has to go and sit right next to me; of all people. Then in P. E., I get sat on by 'Big Booby Boy' and I get hit on the

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