The beautiful man told me as he tried to look away. As I get escorted out of the oldest gay bar in town, and the withering queen looks at me and tells me "do you remember?" do I remember what I feel, fucking faggot. anywho's the night went okay, i didn't get any and my racial insecurities only deepened. but hey. why didn't he want me. w
Do I have a horrible habit of lying to myself? Can you tell me why he's not craving me? Why he doesn't miss my presence. Why he looks at me in a half attention gaze and let me know how busy he's been this week. While the whole bar gazes him up and down and moans for his body. I look at it and see where I've already been. Why can't
Kissing Soldiers, what a beautiful hobby. Kissing Soldiers, ai ai ai the last two have had big ass cocks too. they're gonna make me form a preference its gonna suck BIG, BIG cock what the fuck am I supposed to do. what a predickament....... Hopefull the person I "met" will be there. and who knows what will be going through his
So I'm pumping at work. pumping like I'm enjoying it or something. God it feels good to be working again. I mean really working. I hope they renew my contract so I don't turn into some unemployed loser again. JFC, gotta keep the doors open I guess. I feel like getting wasted tonight. So hopefully this is an upward spiral. we
That niggah going down. Who he think he is. Something Special. Please the only thing special about him is his big ass cock. And I mix like an over frozen strawberry in a smoothie. And I miss him for shizzle. But I know I can't have him Cause the fucker aint called. What he think he doing? Acting all cute and s
So I feel a little less burdened today. I only think about him when I sing. Which is better than yesterday when I thought about him all the time. It seems like I had to go fuck it up for myself for me to feel better. Wierd. I went to the only gay bar in town and heavily hinted at being in love with him. They know him. It'
me love you long time i feel like a cheap hooker that has fallen for my john i wait for his return to my corner or my store front i want to act like a prostitute but still work to seduce him seduce him to fall in love with this shit jesus he was so perfect more perfect than my ex anyday but my ex stuck around , eh? i gav
I'm a man. But JFC what the hell is wrong with them. Men mostly only learn the hard way. In other words, they don't know what they got till its gone. I'm sensing that he's in the military... that's a whole 'nother quandry. He'll probably end up with some cheap philipino hooker he met in a buy me drinkie bar. He'll probably live the rest of his life financially supporting her, but she can't say much because she's dependant on him f
God I was so mean yesterday. I should apologize. I'll just tell Karen. It was all good in the hood. JFC I have to stop using that. well these are my sayings so I should be proud, no? Drunk and Loud, what a horrible combo. a deadly combo, perhaps? okie dokie phenokee she wanted me......lol I'm just too young heh? no
the untreatable strains are prevelant in Okinawa because of "Indescent Military Acts" I grew up around those indescent military acts I am a self-absorbed loser nobody wants that the old man couldn't handle me how should I take it from here god I made such a fool of myself what a loser but its all good in the hood<B
Whats love but a second hand emotion. Whats love got to do with it. Who needs a heart when a heart can be broken. My body is nasty. God the fucker tasted so good. His Cock was SO Humongous. Ai Dio Mios. It felt really sensual and sweet. It'll never work. God he's so perfect. fucker........ I'm such a bitch a
Singing that song in a morning and feeling like I was coming on the inside is a great thing. I know country music. He is so fucking beautiful. adorable I'm so .......... you know... what mukesh was saying. we'll see if the fucker calls prob not, but I'll see him around. If not then I guess we'll just leave it at that. "I don't remembe
So everyday is a HOliday You go shopping everytime you walk down the street You go shopping everytime you drive down the road. I want this job, but I don't want to fight to keep it welcome to the story of my life. I'm itching and i don't know why and I keep forgetting my fucking insulin </font
and the fucker loves to jiggle. He jiggles like a secretary in heat, but when he sits down he is all man. An enigma of holes and poles Endless routes to discover. His wedding ring will slip off as I lick his fingers I want his fingers inside of me as we make out in the clean HOtel room we frolick like girly men wors
Dealing with realities, oh what a wonderful game. Changing your existence what a treatorous plight. I scream and fight the unstoppable wind. Then I realize its gonna be okay. Boredom only comes to people that sit and wait. You create your own reality. You and your baggage. And your drunken demeanor. Sit and wait fo
Your Complexes, please, lie about them don't address them and `deal with them` just lie build your life around lies if you have to. who gives a fuck Honesty is not always the best fucking policy your parents lied to you
West Pac that is I remember things that I should have never forgotten and the juice juice and the juice consumes me I smell like I haven't taken a shower in days and perhaps I haven't marry me you son o batch---- that's okinawan for son of a bitch and the typically okinawan 1st grader is learning english like the hooker her mother probabl
"What the fuck did you say" I can't believe you just said that. What can i do to make you know what a horrible thing you did. How can I make you realize that the words that came out of your mouth did a horrible thing. I could scream at you. But with the walls of intellectual resistance I would get no where. You would just argue wit
Maria Maria Remind me of a West Side Story And the City, she spins me the right away all your obsessions within a block from here and the Puerto Ricans never ever ever ever stop So I relapse into my Island Identity and deal with realities I claim not to create But I am the creator God Damnit I create my existense And now tha
6 day vacation from nothing special, A time to sit and relax. To realize how much I don't like where I come from. To realize that I am a product of my environment and that its okay. for drunk navy corpmen crying on my shoulder and wanting a piece of ass the next day. for feeling sorry for those younger than I. for the first time ever.<
i left my cell phone at home so I could take a break from it. during other weekends its done me good. this weekend its being mean to me. no phone calls, no feeling popular because I got 30 phone calls, no feeling special. this weekend I feel like a loner in the world and can't believe my baby isn't coming through for me. I've formed a d
When I think about sex I feel a natural high an upper more lifting than a puff of a cigarette when nothing seems to be going right an indulgent sexual thought keeps me going perhaps because I grew up around tons of horny men walking my street tired angry oppressed American soldiers looking to fuck to release their tension and tha
She walked in wearing stiletto boots First woman, wedding then honeymoon, This girl that i thought i knew so well Didn't know her until we hit the hotel and the music helps me deal she said so we turned up the radio and danced danced in the clean white sheets of passion dancing is a sin said the southern pastor
Whatever dude, anger is an emotion that makes thing changes. you can sit and hypothesize about something until your jaw rots -aint nothing gonna change. suppose I stood up and gave that speech at an Indian cultural meeting, or better yet a wedding reception. that would get my point across. nothing else would with these people that stick to their native cultures like its done any good for them in the past 500 years.
First of all, I am Indian. Second of All, my argument was centered more around Foreign Born "Indian Identified" Women who choose to align themselves with backwards values and my blog was focusing on how I don't understand those bitches. You're the one that's angry and uneducated, not I.
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