how is my laztness to make new bdays and only skidi celebrating it paranoid explain to me cus i dont see it
The whole thing is seriously fucked up, dude.
Splitting yourself into many different characters, while you are able to "talk" and communicate with them, and not even realize they were hallucinations, well, its paranoia at an early stage.
Besides, like Storm said, I dont even trust anything you say here.
For all I know, you might be an awesome Troll, toying with all of us here.
Oh and, btw, this isnt lazyness, because you had created a whole background for each one of your characters.
That is all.
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